BE DIAMOND! NOT SILVER

 Make Yourself Valuable 

You have many faults and misfortunes, but Don't just be trying to recover yourself as a Human being. So many things in this world are not going to be okay, nonetheless, you should not consider yourself an omniverse. 

Why as a writer I'm saying this? Cause I've seen so many people around me who are arrogant with their misfortune and little knowledge. Though they might know in particular knowledge not going to be enough they are still so arrogant like SILVER.  Well, I'm not complaining about them wanting to try ourself more prominent and correct. 

We must not be trying to discourage you from shining yourself to others but trying to make you understand that boasting or arrogance is not good for ourselves. If you oversee the past world you would find that those who were boasting of themselves got destroyed as well as a bad impression. "YOU CAN CALLED THEM SILVER". Why silver? The answer would be: Though the silver shines includes lots of benefits, It makes annoying noise and is sharp enough to harm you*. 

As you see the Diamond can cut even any sort of stuff with its sharpness showing off or even make annoying noise. 

It could be odd to think about it in that particular way but you know what "A Diamond remains silent and shows its beauty when it gets a ray of sun, while silver also shines when they get the ray of sun but if you see two different shine you would understand who is really shining."

Verbal word is this " DON'T MAKE WHILE YOU ARE IN PROGRESS KEEP SILENT, YOUR SUCCESS WILL MAKE NOISE." 

If I would include my success in this story that could be the best example and brief of these sentences:

I was a kid who was born into around established family but at the age of three or so, I lost my father.

He died of a HEART ATTACK, I know nowadays it's common to not have a father but you know what, A Father is someone who is the shadow of a tree to you. So I grew up in my shed with lots of anxiety and troubles and forcibly moved from my father's house to my mother's grandparents' house though it was my Nana's (mother's father's) decision to give us a better life. But who don't even have a good life how could they get this thing. Afterward, we also got tons of pressure and suppression while in my Grandparents' house, some of my mothers said something to someone and sometimes didn't, You know what my mother didn't get married to look after me. Though now she makes my life quite difficult by suggesting do that don't that you she gives me so many suggestions. Ok, that is not my attention, my life was going like that at that sudden we got an area to live our life it is not that far away from my grandparents' house but a quiet place. Oh sorry! The main topic is not that My Father's dream was to make his only child a Doctor, I know it is arguably common in the Asian continent. 

As a result, I tried to make a good and effective effort to be selected for a medical college in Bangladesh. It is a comparatively hard complex that other's 1 hr 100 multiples oh make 1 hr as the most anxiety period of life. For the first time,, I couldn't reach the gate of the medical college (worst score). With depression to not select in medical college ah! It's hard to digest. But while I'm depressed, I said Alhamdulillah to Allah for not getting into the medical college you know how much life sucks if you are a medical college student I didn't want to get there but at one I find an ad for a coaching center who will start their batches in next few days. My mother told me to get admitted to that coaching and try 2nd time to reach out to medical college.

After got admitted into that, do as much as I could. Sometimes I hold my poop to make all the class progress of the classes. Just got obsessed with it to be there in my native medical college (specifically Comilla Medical College). I am obsessed with native college cause you might read at the start of this article that my mother is single and led her life with Athe almighty gave one son. So I knew that she would not consider her only son to go far away from her, you could why! Why is this? I'll tell you why. In my first admission process, Alhamdulillah I got selected for a Comilla Universtiy (native university) my mother was quite happy with it you know native feeling and all the quiet things. I got admission in Journalism but in the Auto migration system, I transferred Journalism to the economics department. It was quite bumpy jumpy for me though wanted to study Computer Science but I didn't even make that as well got the easy subject to be there things are quite complex to think cause I'm an emotional person which made my life a soft as SILVER but hurt for others. 

In my 2nd time of progress with tons of pressure Alhamdulillah, I made that to the medical college, CHANDPUR MEDICAL COLLAGE, Ahhhh! Lastly, I made it but as you know I'm not that happy cause I intend to study medicine at Comilla Medical College It is so close to my house and I don't want to get RAG* from my seniors. As well as my mother could not even give me permission to go far away from Comilla. After selected for medical college all the are's people give me so much appreciation as a SOMEONE in their life with lots of hope to their life, I don't how to describe all the greetings and sorts of things that come around in my life at one that I could not even imagine in my life as such ass hole.  

After getting admission to Chandpur Medical College, I started to go there and continue in medical college as a medical student. Feeling that you reached your desired destination would make you a more arrogant person than wearing things like clothes or even bananas a Phone or a Lambo. If you know you know. That boast fuck me as an asshole. 

With lots of pressure in my mind I got anxiety how could i handle all things but my own and my mother would be with me and how could i even do medical college for 5 yr without family support etc. Things Chandpur was not that far away form my home 2-2.5 hr journey by bus, I'm quite introverted and self arrogant which helped to kill my Father's dream as well as mine. After thinking all of a suddenly involved teacher of the medical college said at that time university is far better than the medical sector and get more varsity as well, all these things were effective to me to change my decision to Quit Medical College, who knew that, that decision would make my life even worst then I would think. After doing that I'm wholly fucking depression and the surrounding people were like my enemy, Ii could not even see them how would I do. Hell deprression attack me AHHHHHHHHHH! I couldn't even make myself into something I appointed Doctor, Psychaestrics, Scholar. Even everything could possibly Alhamdulillah my mother did to me by the grace of Allah, cause she didn't want to see me as a Lunatic. Ahh! It's difficult to write all of these things but I wanted to let the world know how arrogant matters in your life. I quit my medical life after that i still miss those days and MY APPON but all Almighty desires might be .....

So moral of the story is this KEEP your progress GOING ON IN SIELNTLY, INSHA'ALLAH YOUR SUCCESS WILL MAKE A NOISE THAT YOU COULD NOT EVEN IMAGINE.